herenowthenwhat (2020), single channel, digital, 17.19 mins

title inspired by the jamaica kincaid novel ‘see then now’, ‘herenowthenwhat’ is an experimental film that explores the helical and paradoxical nature of reality itself through the prism of the black diasporic experience in london.

“with courage and discipline, you notice that you are a secondary process for the whole.”
– arnold mindell, the shaman’s body

“you think you really want this ghost of a chance you fishing for?”
– wilson harris, palace of the peacock

“only when they are viewed by the seven colored mind of discrimination do the seven colors appear.”
– masanobu fukuoka, the one-straw revolution